Why cant i be myself?

Why am i not allowed to be myself? I used to be happy, i could have a laugh, used to go out on nights out and i even had fun with people. I am a shy person and find it hard to speak to others but i managed, i am a gay guy and now i just feel so depressed and dont feel like i want to do anything, i find it hard to trust anyone and cant be me anymore, i feel everyone else is allowed to be themselves but not me, why cant i be myself? Do i put people off? why dont people like me or talk to me? I also cant find any gay guys and find it hard to chat to anyone now more so men! You see all these people be themselves on the TV, on Porn, acting, and even in real life but i just sit there when i am out and get anxious or i stay indoors on my own a lot, whats wrong with me, i also get symptoms of anxiety and depression when i am outside and everyone else looks fine and healthy. i am also a massage therapist, holistic therapist and run my own business called Wellness Creator offering Massage, Aromatherapy, reflexology, stress management etc but whenever i mention it i feel nobody wants to know or isnt interested and i cant get clients for this either so my business is failing! I am also a good poet, singer and dancer, very talented and have a lot of qualifications and intelligent, a lot of people could like me if i was more outgoing and cud just be myself! Could it be lack of confidence and shyness getting in my way, i feel so alone wot do i do?

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Why cant i be myself?

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2 Responses to “Why cant i be myself?”

  1. anonymous says:

    It is actually ¿Qué pasa?
    And "¿Qué tienes" practically means the same thing or "What do you have/Whats wrong"

  2. Katja says:

    What?! Be " stress management "? Are you thoroughly tripping?! Why would anyone be " stress management " these days??

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